What is your idea?

I am thinking of what to write in the middle of startled thoughts that keep me from stopping the busy day I have just gone through this day… I am a college instructor in one of the few State Universities in our province, and this day seems to be one of the most toxic day I have so far… what’s my idea? Well, it was just this thought of being here relaxing through a music background that seems to suit my taste. Here in front of my notebook just thinking of how things were, how it will be and how it used to be…

I have gone through one of those relationships you call as meant to happen and now it really hope to be “a meant to be”—destined “WILL you marry me” ordeal… I was thinking of him, the one who started it all… the one whom I thought would make things happen for me… the one I have hoped would always make things worthwhile… but now behind those stories, and love affair I once had was a new story of fresh love and commitment…it was over…really over… now I’m rejuvenated and revitalized… I hope it will continue…I once knew it will be a happy ending…and now I’m clinging it would be for the new faith I’ll have for you…my new and dearly beloved…