Generally, we all have different thoughts, dreams and aspirations that seem to be so unique from other people. We all know that we are created in the image and likeness of God but foremost we have been mold since the very start of our being into our own selves. Now what is this column all about… well it’s a simple means of expressing oneself of how things can become at the very end of our existence. I just would like to wonder, how come people seem to exist as if it just plainly normal to breathe and simple ways seem to matter to them. While, on the other side or at the back of their minds they seem to realize what was missing is a part of lacking thoughts that’s been bombarding along the way. Specifically, what they ever wanted was just to continue living simply as if it’s the most normal and most decent place for their thoughts to daydream of things that can never be real. Another kind of view is the most prevalent. A thought of wishful thinking that despite many reasons to live and many things to do, we just want it to be so simple as we want it to be. This is just plainly normal for the starters for novices who intend to be as they are and have been but would like to have an immediate shift or a change of heart. But despite these kinds of thoughts there are normal people who in a way have been at the very end trying to secure themselves to mediocracy and just being normal at the neutral side. No more ifs, no more buts and no other things to think about but what the now has to offer and what the future brings for them and for the people around them. Let’s face the fact that at the very most reflection that we can offer ourselves, we’ll simply be at our best but lapses and missing link just keep haunting us that it seems as if we want things to be perfect well in fact it can never be that way. Nothing will ever be the same again once you decide. It’s the choices that we make ourselves that give us the direction and thoughts we intend to take. The road not taken is just a path of choice that most of us fear to partake. But for some will came to be a realization of how could it be if we ever be there.
MEMOIRS OF THE PAST
Once there was a girl, who wish she could take back what have happened and then it can never be because it was too late for her to redone what has been choosen and what she realized was the fact that the choices made are sealed to be able to realize what the present offers and what the future has installed for her. When I was a bit younger, I happen to feel and keep safe everytime I am with the people that I love. And still as it happens, I realize I was still there. I was still in this ghost of hoping for the comfort zone to just be at its safest place – my home, our families home. But as it continue to be that way, I’ve come to the realization that how come home seems to be just too safe for me not to experience things I wish I would have dealt with. It was all regrets… regrets that came haunting and taunting my inner self. How I wish I could have been more mature. How I wish I could have been not to choosy and how I wish I could have simply been sated with the life I could have conquered before. If maybe I had finished and completed the past more seriously, with passion and innermost being trying to play like a stereotype radio station without a listener but its own Disk Jockey. Or its like a broken song repeatedly played without anyone who can understand how the song is to be sung and what are the lyrics. Now what is the deal with this is the fact that we aren’t going anywhere but repeatedly over and over again it sticks like it was never that easy to erase.
