down to the deepest...

first stop and then it all turned out to be this way,...
why would it have to fall apart..just like it all started it was so fast...
life is not worth to continue without believing it would...this is how it should be wild and free...
how am i supposed to continue it without him...i miss him so much. more than i could possibly believe i could and i did...
when i thought it would never end...just as it started so nice...it was all over now,...
how i wish i could bring it back but it was never that easy... i hope i could do it more smooth and slowly now...with my family and with the people that i love...